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Kabuto: Insanity

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Published: Aug 19, 2008

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He woke up all in cold sweat. Another nightmare. If it’s going to be like this, he won’t be sleeping at all.
He felt stabbing pain in his left hand. He tried to move his finger, but he couldn’t.
Painkiller he thought when he dragged himself form bed. That was another time he thanked himself for taking part of his lab with him.
He forgot to put his slippers on and his feet were cold when he went through marble floor. That was another hideout, which Orochimaru had never used and only Kabuto knew about. For that time, he was safe here.
While he was walking through hall, he tried send some chakra to his hand, but he failed. Pain was too strong. He would have given very much if he had been person who is not feeling long term pain, because his wounds healed to fast to really feel them. That his the most painful thing in life was getting hit by Uzumaki with rasengan.
Why that was happening to him?
He heard something and that made him jump with fear. He looked around, but there was nothing. Only darkness and he couldn’t see anything because he forgot his glasses – what made him swear in mind. He was there only by himself, nobody knew where he was.
‘Kabuto’
He looked around nervously again, breathing fast. It was just impossible to be there someone. He’s here alone, only by himself.
I want morning already
He went faster and, after while, he rushed into his lab. He ran to his medicines and started looking for phials nearly didn’t see anything. Painkiller and sleeping pills.
‘Kabuto…’
That voice again. I have to be faster, I’m here alone! Where that fucking phials? Light, turn on the light!
He sought switch, but it didn’t help at all. Everything was indistinct.
‘Kabuto…’
Glasses, my glasses. They must be somewhere here.
He ran to his desk and sought only by his touch his glasses. That voice was in his head all the time. He threw down some thing but…
‘THERE!’
Broken one, but it’s nothing.
He wore it on his nose, looked around and breathed a sigh of relief. There was no one, as he thought.
Why are you so scared? You’re rationalist, you idiot!
He unhurriedly come to table with medicines and at once found painkiller and sleeping pills. He turned back and went to door. He wanted to open phials and helped himself with left hand.
He screamed deeply and jumped back falling on table with medicines, which collapsed. He was on the floor among broken phials and spilling medicines wounded his right hand. However, he didn’t even notice. He looked on his left hand…
Which was covered by white scales.
He moved that hand from himself as long as he could.
‘Kabuto!’
He jumped up, reeling a little. He didn’t even feel pieces of glass in his bare feet. He looked around and almost hit ceiling by his head when jumped with fear because of his reflection in the mirror.
‘Kabuto, bring me back to life!’
Kabuto screamed again – in mirror wasn’t his face, but Orochimaru’s. He went very, very pale.
‘You’re dead! YOU ARE DEAD!!!’
‘I’m living in you. Bring me back, give me your body’ he heard voice.
‘No… no… NO!!!’ he cries. He fall on floor. ‘IT’S IMPOSSIBLE! YOU’RE DEAD! OROCHIMARU-SAMA, YOU’RE DEAD!
He tried to drown out voice in his head, but he couldn’t. His hand hurt him more. He cowered in embryonic position and started to tremble.
‘It’s impossible…. It's a nightmare... I’m rationalist… it’s impossible…’

Is this for real or only in my mind?

I had that idea long time ago. I wrote it in my language and in polish it's a lot better. It's very hard to me to write something non-polish, but, well – if I did that in polish probably no one would read that.

I will be content if someone could check it and tell me where I made mistakes and which parts you couldn’t understand. I’m simple in English and gome for that.

Inspiration was one fanart – but I just don’t remember which one and whose. Sorry for that.
Well, I will never understand why Kabuto absorb Orochimaru’s DNA. What exactly made him to do that. Maybe he wasn’t thinking at that time. But after – he gone insane. And that I can understand. Orochimaru is slowly taking him – slowly, not at once, in my opinion. I totally understand how he could feel. His body never belong to himself, he got no freedom. And now, even his mind isn’t his. He’s most tragic character in Naruto. Even Haku or Kimimaro were happier, ‘cos they didn’t want to live for themselves. Kabuto – we don’t quite know.
I feel sorry for him.
I like him being badass (dark son of a bitch – well girls love that kind of characters, they are fascinating), but I can imagine him as Konoha medic in hospital – given to children lollipops and smile kindly. If not Sasori, if not Orochimaru… poor Kabuto.

Yakushi Kabuto belongs to Masashi Kishimoto